Today I realised I have a Love-Hate relationship for myself,
it's like every night before I sleep I pray that I will do things that is pleasing in God's eyes.
But sometimes I battle within myself to control my evil thoughts,
and sometimes I find what I'm thinking to myself so downright despicable.

Sometimes I really don't like thinking so much about life,
and I envy people like Salad who can say "Huh, I never think so far leh".
But sometimes I don't think far,
but it just is like that.
Far enough.